Reflections. . .
Lately school has been on my mind a lot. I know my grades are really good, but will I make that 3.7? I don't really know. I'd feel so awful if I didn't. After being all excited about getting my ipod, and then being let down...I guess I'll just have to wait and see how my fourth quarter grades turn out.
On a more positive note, my road test is less than three weeks away! Which means I'll probably get my license then, unless I fail, which I doubt will happen. I hear North Attleboro is easy. I'm really excited.
At different times of the day I feel certain things about myself. When I'm at home, I feel better. I feel okay about the way I look. I guess I have some forgiving mirros at my house or something, or is it maybe that at school I'm forced to compare myself to all the tiny girls that surround me on a regular basis. Then I realize how much bigger I am than most people in some areas...Not a cool feeling. I just have to get over it. And get out jogging, or even walkign more. I think it's helping with my self-esteem at least. Because I feel like i'm doing something for my body, even If the results are few.(still emotional eating, or whatever my excuse is).
I can't really complain about this year...even though my journal has consisted of some type of complaint or rant over the course of this school year. Compared to the two years before this, things have vastly improved. My priorities are slowly getting into check, and I think I respect myself more...plus I've made all these new friends! Or at least gotten rid of some enemies. It's so great. And it helps the social aspect of things too. It was all good. Cinderella, The Dances, Social by myself,Being in the second worst spirit week skit of all time, Titanic, ChoirTour, Not going to prom. It happened, I went with it, I survived. Great year, guys. I'd live it over again...maybe.
Things I Want to Accomplish This Summer:
Get a JOB.
Meet some new people(of course that doesn't imply anything. . .)
Feel better about myself...how I do this yet to be determined
Read a freaking book, for God's sake.
Hang out with my friends of awesomness
Did I mention get a job?
I wonder how many of those I will accomplish. If I could just get the first and the last one done...that would be sweet.
Mullet Out.
Peace Up.
A Town.
(The year is almost over...and I kinda miss it.)
On a more positive note, my road test is less than three weeks away! Which means I'll probably get my license then, unless I fail, which I doubt will happen. I hear North Attleboro is easy. I'm really excited.
At different times of the day I feel certain things about myself. When I'm at home, I feel better. I feel okay about the way I look. I guess I have some forgiving mirros at my house or something, or is it maybe that at school I'm forced to compare myself to all the tiny girls that surround me on a regular basis. Then I realize how much bigger I am than most people in some areas...Not a cool feeling. I just have to get over it. And get out jogging, or even walkign more. I think it's helping with my self-esteem at least. Because I feel like i'm doing something for my body, even If the results are few.(still emotional eating, or whatever my excuse is).
I can't really complain about this year...even though my journal has consisted of some type of complaint or rant over the course of this school year. Compared to the two years before this, things have vastly improved. My priorities are slowly getting into check, and I think I respect myself more...plus I've made all these new friends! Or at least gotten rid of some enemies. It's so great. And it helps the social aspect of things too. It was all good. Cinderella, The Dances, Social by myself,Being in the second worst spirit week skit of all time, Titanic, ChoirTour, Not going to prom. It happened, I went with it, I survived. Great year, guys. I'd live it over again...maybe.
Things I Want to Accomplish This Summer:
Get a JOB.
Meet some new people(of course that doesn't imply anything. . .)
Feel better about myself...how I do this yet to be determined
Read a freaking book, for God's sake.
Hang out with my friends of awesomness
Did I mention get a job?
I wonder how many of those I will accomplish. If I could just get the first and the last one done...that would be sweet.
Mullet Out.
Peace Up.
A Town.
(The year is almost over...and I kinda miss it.)