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DisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:Very HighAntisocial:HighBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:LowNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:HighDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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I took that test on October 11. I didnt really pay alot of attention to it. I only payed attention to schitzopal, but I looked at it again. I do not think Im narcissitic though. I am not concieted or supieror thats for god damned sure. But I know for sure that Im paranoid. I dont have to be diagnosed, I know. When ever Im changing ANYWHERE I think people are watching me. Through my window, and I have blinds on my window and you cant see through them from outside. And I usually think its people that I know. Bah. And I often look behind me when Im walking, I always think people are following me. And when a leaf blows past behind me I spin around really fast because it sounds like someone. Bah. Avoident, yes. Dependant, a little, not really. Obsessive- Compulsive, only for some things, i.e. drawing. Antisocial, maybe a tad, but for the most part, no. Now, schizopal, yes definatly. I think way too much, and my speech is hard to follow.
Anywho, I watch 2 Fast 2 Furious to see what harzing was pissing his pants for. Its okay. I suppose, I didnt hate it. But at the start where the rome dude and the brian dude were fighting it looked too much like they practised it out. Even though they did, they should have made it look like they actually wanted to fight, as if they were really mad at each other. Not, oooh director says fight, lets prance and dance in my million dollar mansion and practise our super-duper fighting moves *faints*. And one more thing, was brian going out with that suki girl? I couldnt tell, wait maybe, she was the neighbourhood whore, I mean ludicris was always grabbing her, and brian was always kissing her. Anywho, I had meself a drink today. 40% Vodka, not much, my parents would have noticed, it was mixed with pepsi. Sweet tasting. Then after I had just plain pepsi and the pepsi had no taste compared to having it mixed with vodka. I aints ever want to drink pepsi plain again. But I must. *crys* Im going to find someone who can get vodka for me. I will pay them and then I will put it in my pepsi all the time. I wonder how my parents would feel if they knew I like to drink. That would mean all their kids drink before they're 18. Ashley, me and alan the one who gets drunk the most. What a family they raised. Dont worry mother and father, I will be a good kid, I wont tell you anything, but I will be a good kid. I wont get suspended, I wont get bad marks, I wont come home late. I will drink, I will hang out with people you dont like, I will have a boyfriend, but I wont be ashley, I wont bring home every guy, I wont tell you I have a boyfriend.
Anywho. ~*~Cheerio~*~
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --
I took that test on October 11. I didnt really pay alot of attention to it. I only payed attention to schitzopal, but I looked at it again. I do not think Im narcissitic though. I am not concieted or supieror thats for god damned sure. But I know for sure that Im paranoid. I dont have to be diagnosed, I know. When ever Im changing ANYWHERE I think people are watching me. Through my window, and I have blinds on my window and you cant see through them from outside. And I usually think its people that I know. Bah. And I often look behind me when Im walking, I always think people are following me. And when a leaf blows past behind me I spin around really fast because it sounds like someone. Bah. Avoident, yes. Dependant, a little, not really. Obsessive- Compulsive, only for some things, i.e. drawing. Antisocial, maybe a tad, but for the most part, no. Now, schizopal, yes definatly. I think way too much, and my speech is hard to follow.
Anywho, I watch 2 Fast 2 Furious to see what harzing was pissing his pants for. Its okay. I suppose, I didnt hate it. But at the start where the rome dude and the brian dude were fighting it looked too much like they practised it out. Even though they did, they should have made it look like they actually wanted to fight, as if they were really mad at each other. Not, oooh director says fight, lets prance and dance in my million dollar mansion and practise our super-duper fighting moves *faints*. And one more thing, was brian going out with that suki girl? I couldnt tell, wait maybe, she was the neighbourhood whore, I mean ludicris was always grabbing her, and brian was always kissing her. Anywho, I had meself a drink today. 40% Vodka, not much, my parents would have noticed, it was mixed with pepsi. Sweet tasting. Then after I had just plain pepsi and the pepsi had no taste compared to having it mixed with vodka. I aints ever want to drink pepsi plain again. But I must. *crys* Im going to find someone who can get vodka for me. I will pay them and then I will put it in my pepsi all the time. I wonder how my parents would feel if they knew I like to drink. That would mean all their kids drink before they're 18. Ashley, me and alan the one who gets drunk the most. What a family they raised. Dont worry mother and father, I will be a good kid, I wont tell you anything, but I will be a good kid. I wont get suspended, I wont get bad marks, I wont come home late. I will drink, I will hang out with people you dont like, I will have a boyfriend, but I wont be ashley, I wont bring home every guy, I wont tell you I have a boyfriend.
Anywho. ~*~Cheerio~*~