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no one understand... what its like to hurt so bad u want to break everything..just because u cant hold the one u love...u cant be there for her... i love her so goddamn much..ppl think its a joke... i would do anything for her... i want to lay there and hold her while she sleeps... i want to fucking be there when she needs to cry... god i just want her soooo bad :( i feel miserable and sick..ppl tell me im pathetick... that i shuld find someone close... ppl close are just fucking dates... no one i know loves there gf like i do steph...i feel so fucking alone without her so fucking lost... i want to hold her so FUCKIN BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD!!!!!!!!!!!11 ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh i want to fucking break everything!!!