insecurity rant, anyone?
why the hell does tuition go up once you have x amount of credits?
i feel so crunched for time.. credit-wise i'm a junior, and i still want to take a little spanish, get back into choir and music theory, voice lessons, ASL, linguistics, photography, massage therapy... and then of course sociology/psyhology/math. how am i going to do this without being a super senior?! and bills, mother fucker, bills. i dont have many now, but just the thought of everything...
madison tuition isnt much more that whitewater, but a quarter in the mad-dorms costs more than a semester in whitewater. i hope there are some really, really shitty apartments i can get into fro like 200 a month. that are close to somewhere relevant on campus. but that's probably asking too much. damn it.
and i dont have a car yet, but i can see my paychecks being sucked away into a gas tank and shitty breaks and insurance bills somewhere in the near future.... cell phone billls, utilities...
so in short, i have way to many things i'd like to do, and no time or money to do all of them. i dont want to regret not doing something, and i know college is kind of like a last chance to do everything you want... but i wish everything i wanted didnt cost an arm and a leg.
i hate making potentially life-altering decisions.
i feel so crunched for time.. credit-wise i'm a junior, and i still want to take a little spanish, get back into choir and music theory, voice lessons, ASL, linguistics, photography, massage therapy... and then of course sociology/psyhology/math. how am i going to do this without being a super senior?! and bills, mother fucker, bills. i dont have many now, but just the thought of everything...
madison tuition isnt much more that whitewater, but a quarter in the mad-dorms costs more than a semester in whitewater. i hope there are some really, really shitty apartments i can get into fro like 200 a month. that are close to somewhere relevant on campus. but that's probably asking too much. damn it.
and i dont have a car yet, but i can see my paychecks being sucked away into a gas tank and shitty breaks and insurance bills somewhere in the near future.... cell phone billls, utilities...
so in short, i have way to many things i'd like to do, and no time or money to do all of them. i dont want to regret not doing something, and i know college is kind of like a last chance to do everything you want... but i wish everything i wanted didnt cost an arm and a leg.
i hate making potentially life-altering decisions.