Relapse
I was looking through my notes today. Ugh. I'm sorry for everyone that read those and I'm sorry for writing it. I'm sorry I wasted a year and four months of my life on a dead end. I'm sorry I let someone take a hold of me and not let me go. I'm sorry I let yet another person walk over me when they should have been walking next to me. I'm sorry I dove so deeply into depression that I just couldn't do anything anymore. I'm sorry that I can't make anyone happy.
I'm sorry I wasn't stronger.
I'm sorry I wasn't stronger.