Mmmkay
I need to start writing in this thing more regularly. I think it'd help out with the current stress problems. Course, I don't want my journal to be a big bitch-a-thon either.
It's hard, trying to get by the best way you can while still being true to yourself. I keep forgetting who I am up here. Or maybe it's just the fact that I'm young and impressionable and whoever I hang out with I reflect. I don't know. I can only wonder.
People told me to keep my spark of life, that little thing that separates me from the masses. You know what scares me most? That it might be fading and I can't tell the difference. I think this is how it happens. I don't know if I even care anymore. My priorities are changing. I'm changing. I've been doing whatever it takes to survive. While I'm proud of myself for being a survivor, I'm not sure if I'm changing for the better or for the worse. I guess it all depends on what your perspective on life is.
I just keep telling myself not to worry about it too much. What happens happens. I can only do what I can for myself and those I love.
I dunno. Knowing that that is my top priority still, maybe I haven't changed as much as I feared.
=D
It's hard, trying to get by the best way you can while still being true to yourself. I keep forgetting who I am up here. Or maybe it's just the fact that I'm young and impressionable and whoever I hang out with I reflect. I don't know. I can only wonder.
People told me to keep my spark of life, that little thing that separates me from the masses. You know what scares me most? That it might be fading and I can't tell the difference. I think this is how it happens. I don't know if I even care anymore. My priorities are changing. I'm changing. I've been doing whatever it takes to survive. While I'm proud of myself for being a survivor, I'm not sure if I'm changing for the better or for the worse. I guess it all depends on what your perspective on life is.
I just keep telling myself not to worry about it too much. What happens happens. I can only do what I can for myself and those I love.
I dunno. Knowing that that is my top priority still, maybe I haven't changed as much as I feared.
=D