Thoughts on my mind
For the last month I have been walking in clouds. I have forgotten who I am and what I want. I have done some pretty shitty things and for that I am sorry for who ever it may concern. I don't mean to be a bitch or an idiot...because I have been lost and picking a direction is the hardest thing to do...at least for me. School and working are my life now...its been hard adjusting. I have ended something that has been around for 2 years but I know its better. I am learning to be a better person...im really trying. I try to not hold anything against anyone...but its hard when you dont want to be stept all over. I'm starting to feel like my old self again...and I have a crush on someone I dont even know...but have only seen for a micro sec and its the craziest thing.