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I'm leaving Wells for good on Friday.
Its weird.
I'm sad.
I'm fucking sad.
I have to go be a superific TA for my environmental kids very very soon, but I am just seconds away from breaking down and just sobbing because even though Wells sucks much of the time as an institution, there are SO MANY amazing people here. And its going to be hard to keep in touch with all of them.
And I'm scared that I wont be able to.
I wish that Wells could have been the dream that I thought it was when I fisrt came here. It was like a sanctuary of life and learning and sisterhood, or so they said. But fuck that, even if the college itself isn't, I've made some amazing connections with people and I'm SO SAD that they won't be in my life EVERY DAY like they are now. I wish that even though I'm going home, that they'd be a lot closer and I could still see them a lot.
dammit... I'm fucking crying.
Its weird.
I'm sad.
I'm fucking sad.
I have to go be a superific TA for my environmental kids very very soon, but I am just seconds away from breaking down and just sobbing because even though Wells sucks much of the time as an institution, there are SO MANY amazing people here. And its going to be hard to keep in touch with all of them.
And I'm scared that I wont be able to.
I wish that Wells could have been the dream that I thought it was when I fisrt came here. It was like a sanctuary of life and learning and sisterhood, or so they said. But fuck that, even if the college itself isn't, I've made some amazing connections with people and I'm SO SAD that they won't be in my life EVERY DAY like they are now. I wish that even though I'm going home, that they'd be a lot closer and I could still see them a lot.
dammit... I'm fucking crying.