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I realise right now, that everyone is who they are. There's no way I'd be anyone different. I really like how I am, and how certain people can bring out the best in me. This past week has been really great with him here visiting and I can't see how I can live without him throughout the rest of the year and stuff.
If things don't work out with life here, I'm not even going to question leaving. I'm just going to up and leave and I don't care if I leave everything behind me, I'll always be who I am no matter where I am.
This entry is probably really vague. But as far as my friends go, I like who they are too. I really do, I like how each one of them is really different and sweet in their own way. God this is long for me but sometimes I really just need to write it all out and like not everything online because thats slightly retarded.
This is for you,
I keep looking at pictures from when we were like 10, and now, the pictures we just took and I can't believe we made it. I'm surprised we havent died yet haha as weird as that seems, we've thought ourselves close to death almost every day and I wish I could be there for you so much more. I love these little vacations we take together. I get away from my every day routine and you get away from your world too. And I wish I wasn't such a bad friend sometimes. When you call and I don't feel like talking or "updation", I'm sooo sorry for that and I'm soo sorry for all of those stupid fights. I'm also sorry when I say I never feel bad for you because of how you are where I want to be.. It's totally selfish and babyish of me. I'm gonna bawl when you get on that stupid plane and leave because 1. I'll miss you and 2. you're going to the most beautiful, amazing place on Earth and I'm so jealous you get to go home and I don't.
I won't keep going but I've got another thing to tell you.. "Whatever happens, will happen. I'll always be here. Stop thinking about the ocean."