Apr 27, 2010 20:58
lately: been filling my kitchen sink up with hot water and pine sol. im not actually cleaning, just letting the smell of cleanliness permeate the room.
lately: thinking on a level that jumps between what my most aesthetically appealing work signature was and what is actually worthwhile in this world.
lately: can't decide if i'm completely satisfied with my life or if i'm on the brink of being committed.
lately: self-medicating with anything i can get my hands on
lately: downloading every documentary i can find on arctic mammals and enjoying the way their noses twitch in the cold.
lately: feeling increasingly isolated from most people, like i am some sort of running joke to everyone i know. it's either completely ridiculous or completely legitimate, i'm not sure which yet.
lately: i've listened to two things: private eyes by hall & oates and spanish love ballads from 1967.
lately: i need to get out of this fucking town and away from the western vampires that inhabit it.