in this hole that we have fixed, we get further and further and further
i have pushed everyone so far out of my life that there's not a whole lot left.
i hate people. i hate parties. i hate individuals that only want to get wasted and sleep with random strangers. i hate people that do so many drugs that it's the only thing left they have to look forward to. everything in this town is too close, we all know each other on a level that is beyond acquaintance.
i don't want to try to start something meaningful with someone that my cousin or sara or diana or jason or lauren or andrew or greyson or anyone else has slept with. i want to experience something that can't be chalked up to a thirty second story about how it was merely "alright."
i need something meaningful and i think i have exhausted all my options in this town.
i hate people. i hate parties. i hate individuals that only want to get wasted and sleep with random strangers. i hate people that do so many drugs that it's the only thing left they have to look forward to. everything in this town is too close, we all know each other on a level that is beyond acquaintance.
i don't want to try to start something meaningful with someone that my cousin or sara or diana or jason or lauren or andrew or greyson or anyone else has slept with. i want to experience something that can't be chalked up to a thirty second story about how it was merely "alright."
i need something meaningful and i think i have exhausted all my options in this town.