wake up, take your pills, dear, i know this time of year ain't right for you...
everyone tells me this is the awkward summer, the one that sucks cuz your parents dont know what to do with you, you dont know who you're still friends with, there are clashes in every region of life............... well they were right about that, but i dunno, it doesn't even feel like summer.
I'm taking a class, and I really like it but waking up at 7 every day isn't working out well...not that I've ever had particularly healthy sleep patterns, but I think im getting like 5-6 hours a night if I'm lucky....so many people I know work on that, and a lot of them are adults so why am I having such issues with it... I feel like you do during the onset of a cold or something...headache, sorta sore throat, sluggish...to the point that i end up taking naps during the afternoon but don't wake up on my own accord ...more like to a phone call or some external noise. A fantastically perpetual feeling that i want to get rid of SOO bad, i dont remember feeling like this in high school.....
In high school I had that kind of personality where if I was stressed I'd eat shit and too much of it, so I gained weight senior year. College made me the kind of person who doesn't have an appetite if I'm emotionally strained...it's kind of freaking me out, I'm hardly one of those thin people withering away, but none of my jeans fit anymore and my freaking underwear like falls down. i know thats a cute image, but wtf???
I was just talking to Emmy about going to Humarock for the day with a bunch of people...debbie, meghan, marcella, kira, kate, anyone out there reading this ?? any interest?? I know we all work and stuff, but we should find time when everyone is free ...I dunno about you guys but i could go for a relaxing day of infinite moments and lame jokes.
I'm taking a class, and I really like it but waking up at 7 every day isn't working out well...not that I've ever had particularly healthy sleep patterns, but I think im getting like 5-6 hours a night if I'm lucky....so many people I know work on that, and a lot of them are adults so why am I having such issues with it... I feel like you do during the onset of a cold or something...headache, sorta sore throat, sluggish...to the point that i end up taking naps during the afternoon but don't wake up on my own accord ...more like to a phone call or some external noise. A fantastically perpetual feeling that i want to get rid of SOO bad, i dont remember feeling like this in high school.....
In high school I had that kind of personality where if I was stressed I'd eat shit and too much of it, so I gained weight senior year. College made me the kind of person who doesn't have an appetite if I'm emotionally strained...it's kind of freaking me out, I'm hardly one of those thin people withering away, but none of my jeans fit anymore and my freaking underwear like falls down. i know thats a cute image, but wtf???
I was just talking to Emmy about going to Humarock for the day with a bunch of people...debbie, meghan, marcella, kira, kate, anyone out there reading this ?? any interest?? I know we all work and stuff, but we should find time when everyone is free ...I dunno about you guys but i could go for a relaxing day of infinite moments and lame jokes.