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I opened the flood gates today. It felt good and right with everyone there. I was no longer alone in my sorrow like I was for the weekend. Plus, I don't think I could have held the tears back even if I wanted to when I saw that empty seat. Sam and Helena were a big help today. Something like this just sucks so much. There's no good and happy way to handle it. Nick was pretty brave today too, praying in front of everyone. I think a lot of people needed to hear it too. Today was good. FIrst time in quite some time I didn't feel like bolting home the minute I could. There was comfort at school today.