it is my firm belief that it is a mistake to hold firm beliefs.
i'll write about it here since i won't get shit from anyone in groton for it.
i really miss being friends with brien. i miss his opinions, i miss water balloons in base housing, i miss being the one he called when he had a problem or needed someone to talk to, i miss the shocker on the windshield.. i miss him as a person.
but i'll tell you what i'll never miss:
being used as a fucking information gatherer. i get that i pissed him off. but for fuck sake, either be my friend or don't. try or tell me to go fuck myself. don't just pretend you want to work shit out and then call me only when you want information on my friends. i'm not giving it to him anymore cause that's only a little fucked up. also.. there's no need to be a complete asshole to me for something someone i'm not even dating anymore did that you seem to think is fucked up. please just leave me out of your problems with him. it's not fair to anyone. least of all me.
i'm not that stupid. i know when i'm being used. and here's a news flash for you:
i'm not going to let you use me anymore.
if you ever want to get anything more than a "hello, what's up?" out of me ever again, you're going to have to prove to me that i can trust you.
now who's fucked up? what i did is starting to look a lot better compared to where you're heading.
i really miss being friends with brien. i miss his opinions, i miss water balloons in base housing, i miss being the one he called when he had a problem or needed someone to talk to, i miss the shocker on the windshield.. i miss him as a person.
but i'll tell you what i'll never miss:
being used as a fucking information gatherer. i get that i pissed him off. but for fuck sake, either be my friend or don't. try or tell me to go fuck myself. don't just pretend you want to work shit out and then call me only when you want information on my friends. i'm not giving it to him anymore cause that's only a little fucked up. also.. there's no need to be a complete asshole to me for something someone i'm not even dating anymore did that you seem to think is fucked up. please just leave me out of your problems with him. it's not fair to anyone. least of all me.
i'm not that stupid. i know when i'm being used. and here's a news flash for you:
i'm not going to let you use me anymore.
if you ever want to get anything more than a "hello, what's up?" out of me ever again, you're going to have to prove to me that i can trust you.
now who's fucked up? what i did is starting to look a lot better compared to where you're heading.