Happy Thanksgiving, I guess
I'm at home right now for Thanksgiving. Tomorrow I'm going shopping with some friends. I'm not really going to be doing too much shopping b/c I'm poor. I shouldn't even go. I have so much to do. Oh well. I hope I have a good time, although I think I'm going to be tired and worried about my homework. I just want this semester to end.
I have this feeling of uneasiness. I wish I could get rid of it. I don't think that is going to happen until I talk to Josh. I really hate this feeling. I miss him. Already. It's only been one day. Sometimes I wish I wouldn't get so attached. I mean, I don't think we're married or anything, it's just that I have this attachment to him. I just want to be with him. I think I'm scaring him. I always seem to do that. I guess maybe I should back off. I've been so emotional lately, and I feel bad for him b/c he has had to deal with me. I'm really sorry Josh (in case he reads this). Now I'm getting worried again. Worried that I won't get my work done. I think I'm going to get back to writing journals. I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving.
I have this feeling of uneasiness. I wish I could get rid of it. I don't think that is going to happen until I talk to Josh. I really hate this feeling. I miss him. Already. It's only been one day. Sometimes I wish I wouldn't get so attached. I mean, I don't think we're married or anything, it's just that I have this attachment to him. I just want to be with him. I think I'm scaring him. I always seem to do that. I guess maybe I should back off. I've been so emotional lately, and I feel bad for him b/c he has had to deal with me. I'm really sorry Josh (in case he reads this). Now I'm getting worried again. Worried that I won't get my work done. I think I'm going to get back to writing journals. I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving.