Really really hurt and confused...
So I lately am finding myself not caring about college. I'm not coming back here next year, so what is the point of even trying anymore? I have exams this week and next, and I all I want to do is fall asleep to the weather channel. It's so relaxing. Most of my stuff is packed up in my dorm, and I honestly am getting ansty to leave. But I truly am going to miss it. I also am finding myself missing someone lately but we won't go there. Instead we'll go somewhere where i want to cry. There's this guy, a friend who I liked. We kinda had a thing, then one day he was like "Hey no more" and still lead me on thinking there was something there. So now we don't really talk, I mean he hurt me really bad. However what I don't understand, is that he went to a friend of mine and said "Niffer had it out for me the whole time". Excuse me? What? I believe I was the one hurt here buddy. You're all fine and dandy now aren't ya? And thus, I don't talk to you. Will I be civil to you? Yes. However it breaks my heart that someone thinks I planned to hurt them, when I honeslty could never ever ever do that to someone, even someone who has hurt me bad. Not only that, he thinks I tried to turn my friends against him as well, and that we all had this evil plan to get him. I'm hurt and confused. Why would someone say this?