drunk again...
So, I went out to the bar again tonight.First at the Ramada Inn where my friends Doug and Katy were playing,then at Remes.Ever since I quit my job,and other sad things have happened in my life it's all I feel like doing. Numbing my pain,trying to forget all my problems.I keep try to move on,but sometimes it's so hard. Part of me wants to move away..so I can run away from all these feelings...the other part of me still has hope and wants to stay.