Jul 22, 2004 14:13
i am deathly deathly bored. things used to be real exciting and now even the stuff that used to be fun isnt anymore. this is getting to the point of desperation ohhh myyyy goddddddddddd....!!!!!!!
i am leaving for sunday for another vacation that is sure to be boring as hell. i hate portage point, its so fucking boring, all i do is lay on the cold beach all day listening to music and then eat dinner with my family and then they all go to bed and there is no one my age there to hang out with. honestly it really sucks, its like the worst place ever. and bones's parents are gonna be gone the exact same time i am so that really pisses me off too. it seems like i always have to leave whenever i want to the least.
and the worst part of being bored is that i dont even know if i will stop being bored when i go to school. what if msu is just as boring as here, oh my god i will kill myself. the only exciting thing in my life is probably going to be my mythology class, wowwwww good times.
and heres one last complaint: someone told me we go to school for two weeks and then come home for a four day weekend for labor day. thats weird as hell because its like you say all these goodbyes and shit and then you just come right back. i am not ready for this i'm really not. i realized yesterday i only have like 3 weeks left of working at tasi and lilys, thats scary as hell. its like everything i know and am comfortable with is going out the window. okay i am getting quite upset so now i will get a movie and some brie cheese to calm me down.