Dec 23, 2003 00:32
its strange how things work...how alcohol and drugs can tear people apart and bring them together...things happened a while back and i lost a good friend...for a stupid reason...and the other night...after only getting started in on some vodka and 151...we apologized to each other...its what we needed to do...and even though she doesnt remember much...seeings how i was the only one who didnt vomit...which is huge...cause i always do...she told me yesterday that she meant everything she said...and its nice...its nice to be able to hang out with her and forget everything that happened...cause its in the past...and we cant change it...
this whole weekend has brought me closer to everyone i have been around...
on the other hand...my internet on my comp still isnt working...the whole comp got fucked and i had to restore it back to factory settings...and now i cant find the installation cd to put the software for my pc card back on...i will find it this week...
christmas is just around the corner...and i still havent gotten any gifts for any of my friends...i think i might just steal courtney's comp for a day and make mix cd's...cause i forgot to save all the music on my comp before restoring it...cause im stupid...family gifts are done...this christmas is a christmas for dad...we got him a lot of cool shit...that i know he will love...
and than to new years...hopefully krys and i will have the party completely planned out before hand...we want to have a hotel party...but who knows...nobody has money...but we figure that if everyone puts in atleast $20 we can get it done...that would kick ass...
well...seeings how im using my dads comp and he just went to bed i will get off of it...
love you all...