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I'm so mad. I almost won $50 tonight playing poker, but I lost by one card. It always seems to happen to me like that too. Someone will get lucky and beat me on the River, (the last card that is dealt). We play texas hold 'em by the way. We played at Chad's new house in Rochester Hills. Its been a while since I've seen him.
Now I'm just sitting here waiting for my baby. I guess she went out to have fun too. This is pretty much the first time we went out seperate since we've been living together. I don't plan on making a habit out of it though.
Tomorrow before work I'm going to drive down to Hubert Distributors and put an application in. They're the Budweiser distributors that deliver to all kinds of places. Where I work would be one of those places. It probably will be harder work, but I know for a fact that the pay will be better just to start than what I'm making right now. I really had to think this through. Because I'm going to be leaving a job I really enjoy, where most of my friends work, and I also have full-time benefits, which include insurance, paid holidays, sick days, vacation days, and tuition reinbursment. But in the end I'm willing to do anything for my baby. And that means finding a better paying job to make things easier on Kristina. I would also like her to have nice things. Also our wedding coming up is kind of a big thing.
I can't believe I forgot to write that I hurt myself at work today. I ended up having to go to the clinic because of it. I was on top of some kegs, and I was trying to pull the lines to a couple of kegs from in between the wall and a keg. So I'm crouched down and I'm yanking on the lines. When I finally pull them out I lose my footing and fall in between kegs and I hit my left shoulder and head on one. It made me see stars for a few seconds, and thankfully there were kegs there behind me, because that would've been a lot more of a painful fall if I hit the floor. I tried to keep working but the pain was nagging me too much, and I finally went and told Paul.
All in all, it wasn't that bad. I got paid for 4 hours of work when I hardly did anything. I also got all kinds of weak and fake sympathy which made me feel alright. I'm being a bastard and I know it.
Now I'm just sitting here waiting for my baby. I guess she went out to have fun too. This is pretty much the first time we went out seperate since we've been living together. I don't plan on making a habit out of it though.
Tomorrow before work I'm going to drive down to Hubert Distributors and put an application in. They're the Budweiser distributors that deliver to all kinds of places. Where I work would be one of those places. It probably will be harder work, but I know for a fact that the pay will be better just to start than what I'm making right now. I really had to think this through. Because I'm going to be leaving a job I really enjoy, where most of my friends work, and I also have full-time benefits, which include insurance, paid holidays, sick days, vacation days, and tuition reinbursment. But in the end I'm willing to do anything for my baby. And that means finding a better paying job to make things easier on Kristina. I would also like her to have nice things. Also our wedding coming up is kind of a big thing.
I can't believe I forgot to write that I hurt myself at work today. I ended up having to go to the clinic because of it. I was on top of some kegs, and I was trying to pull the lines to a couple of kegs from in between the wall and a keg. So I'm crouched down and I'm yanking on the lines. When I finally pull them out I lose my footing and fall in between kegs and I hit my left shoulder and head on one. It made me see stars for a few seconds, and thankfully there were kegs there behind me, because that would've been a lot more of a painful fall if I hit the floor. I tried to keep working but the pain was nagging me too much, and I finally went and told Paul.
All in all, it wasn't that bad. I got paid for 4 hours of work when I hardly did anything. I also got all kinds of weak and fake sympathy which made me feel alright. I'm being a bastard and I know it.