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New school year..... I dont like how that sounds so much. i feel really nervous for what can happen this year and what i have to think about i wanna do better but i always have alot of other things on my mind that take my mind off of school. I wanna get closer to people maybe get less closer with some people idk we will see.
As far as girls go ive been in the same rut for a while and i absolutly hate it i try to cove it up with a smile and make it seem like im thrilled but the fact is im no where near it. I hate how some people can be stupid and not really take the time to really think something out and possibly think trying something different. I hate the hearing "I wanna be just best friends with you i dont wanna mess that up" or something along those lines. i dont have a problem making friends if i wanted to be just your friend I would be fine and get over it. It doesnt seem to be the case this time sometimes a person doesnt just want one thing. And sometimes they goes as far as saying something as if no one likes them or cares about them more than just and friend. which pisses me off because they should know my mind has been made up and hasnt been changed. Whatever i do with this whole thing it never fucking works so w.e i'll let it just sit there and try to make it seem like i could give a fuckless...
Rambling.... Least i have galilei to get alot of frustration out and lyrics and feelings that i cant just say in day to day life. (emo) Hopefully we can record very soon get gabis vocals on "Climax" put out the demo. and play some shows! something ive been litterally dying to do. which brings me to another point on how we dont have a bass player.... does anyone play bass anymore?
As far as girls go ive been in the same rut for a while and i absolutly hate it i try to cove it up with a smile and make it seem like im thrilled but the fact is im no where near it. I hate how some people can be stupid and not really take the time to really think something out and possibly think trying something different. I hate the hearing "I wanna be just best friends with you i dont wanna mess that up" or something along those lines. i dont have a problem making friends if i wanted to be just your friend I would be fine and get over it. It doesnt seem to be the case this time sometimes a person doesnt just want one thing. And sometimes they goes as far as saying something as if no one likes them or cares about them more than just and friend. which pisses me off because they should know my mind has been made up and hasnt been changed. Whatever i do with this whole thing it never fucking works so w.e i'll let it just sit there and try to make it seem like i could give a fuckless...
Rambling.... Least i have galilei to get alot of frustration out and lyrics and feelings that i cant just say in day to day life. (emo) Hopefully we can record very soon get gabis vocals on "Climax" put out the demo. and play some shows! something ive been litterally dying to do. which brings me to another point on how we dont have a bass player.... does anyone play bass anymore?