Sep 25, 2005 18:45
this week was pretty good friday i had band practice and we finished our 2nd song finally so thats always good i went to the fair in the mall met this girl michelle which i have only talked to never met she seemed really nice alot prettier in person. and i ran into bryan feger i love that kid haha. saturday i went to the movies with kevin cait jenny gabi vicki and dana to see that emily rose movie which was sooo bad i felt like ripping my eyes out.
the only problem is i really feel im not as close to people that i really care about which deff doesnt feel very good and idk how to change that around.... im pretty positive im over gabi which is a plus because ive liked her for a long time now it just feels like it was a waste because nothing really happend like i hoped but w.e life moves on. i feel like im doing a really crappy job as a friend and i wish i could be better idk if i did somthing wrong to make people view me different or they heard somthing i did that bothered them it just feels terrible