Man.
I've been thinkin' alot about my friends lately. I think the lot of them think I'm just a comdeian. *Sighs* That's probably why Deana, Edgar, and Fernanda hate me. My mother always said to be myself, but even when I'm myself I just don't feel right. When I'm around my friends it feels like I'm hiding something, but I don't know what it is. I guess I'm not really use to having friends, that's why I act differently at times. I've known Nikki since kidergarten and we've been friends since, but I've had countless of friends that have betrayed me. Hell, I even told one of my friends which was a dude that I liked him, and since then we've never talked u_u. There's only two emotions which I know how to express freely is happiness and anger. If I'm ever sad no one ever notices. I don't know what to do right now, I feel sad 'cause 3 people hate my guts, I feel awkward 'cause something doesn't feel right 'bout me and my friends, and I feel strange 'cause I don't know what to do about this. Well I'm gonna go watch InuYasha. I know that'll cheer me up ^^. Quee.