stupid self
I do this thing where, if i care a lot about what someone thinks about me, I don't act like myself around them. It's not that I don't want to, its just I can't help it. i get more reserved, or awkward, and not as leah-y. It drives me crazy. I'm normally not really the kind of person to care much about what other people think (i mean, i do, everyone does to some extent,)so it really bothers me when myself decides to not act like myself. I always do it at the worst possible moments too. i think it stems from being so shy when i was younger, I get tongue tied and nervous, but I'm pretty much over that now. so why can't i be myself around people who..i don't want to say intimidate me, but...I just care what they think. I'm sure lots of people have this problem, it just makes me mad.