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[weetzybat]

it takes one small fucking reminder of who i used to be to tear down the confidence and strength i have built up for myself over this fucked up time line of my existence... he deserves better than this... and i hold on selfishly because somehow i feel im worthy of this kind of pure happiness... look at my past... im destined to be miserable... nothing sticks better to me then misery... just wonderful... ugh...

i hate the fact that i still get like this...