minus 1 ...
one of my best buddies at work left today.
people leaving is something that happens, esp in this economy. but ... well, it was strange.
luckily i had a busy day away from the office and i didn't have to say goodbye. it's pointless cos we'll meet again. and i know i would cry. (i cried when she sent in her letter of resignation).
and today was - finally! - the day we officially knew which teams we were in.
and for the first time since i've joined, my name was not under the usual place, with the usual group of people.
that is a strange feeling too.
tomorrow when i'm back at my desk, i'll look across and my colleague would not be there. i wouldnt be able to have my whispered gossip session. luckily i still have people i adore around me. they may not be my team mates anymore but they are my friends. it's selfish but i need the comfort.
ps: thanks to those who asked about my health. it's a bitch and it's going around the office. i hate meds. do you know i've been having work-related nightmares ever since i've been forcing meds down my throat? it ain't pretty (the pills and the nightmares) and it makes me wonder if i'm too involved at work.
people leaving is something that happens, esp in this economy. but ... well, it was strange.
luckily i had a busy day away from the office and i didn't have to say goodbye. it's pointless cos we'll meet again. and i know i would cry. (i cried when she sent in her letter of resignation).
and today was - finally! - the day we officially knew which teams we were in.
and for the first time since i've joined, my name was not under the usual place, with the usual group of people.
that is a strange feeling too.
tomorrow when i'm back at my desk, i'll look across and my colleague would not be there. i wouldnt be able to have my whispered gossip session. luckily i still have people i adore around me. they may not be my team mates anymore but they are my friends. it's selfish but i need the comfort.
ps: thanks to those who asked about my health. it's a bitch and it's going around the office. i hate meds. do you know i've been having work-related nightmares ever since i've been forcing meds down my throat? it ain't pretty (the pills and the nightmares) and it makes me wonder if i'm too involved at work.