Take the Fight Out the Kid

[weeplessdragon]

It feels something similar to castration
When the angst and aggravation
Are torn and surgically removed

When the bitter cynic I once was
Is left feeling bubbly and hopeless
It leaves everyone looking very amused

And... I... Don't... Like... That...

A scream
A shattering of sound
To break our silent heaven
To burn our fortress gates

If I could scream
I'd rip out all my hair
And leave it in the drain
To flood this Neverland

If only I could add
Just a dash
Of Chaos...

I'd be happy
With a tad
Of Crazy...

And your sane
Little world
Might falter

But I wil hold it up again
And tear it down again
And rebuild it all

Just for fun

When a target rich environment runs dry
The barren ashen earth is left in ruins

Apart from feeling tame and useless
Apart from feeling nothing
Apart from feeling something
Apart from feeling anything

I'm apart from feeling me...

A new replacement sits in my chair
And smiles to my guests
He leaves them with trinkets and with candy

Where did that insecure boy go
Where is he hiding now
The one I love
The one I need
The one that's made me everthing

I won't hold out
I'll be back

Someday