confronting a devil
okay here is my dilema......
i have been seeing my kids dad for 12 years now and i know he is a dog.... so...
I have made a secret identity on myspace... I made a whole new yahoo address and everything so it couldnt be traced back to me...(thank you my dearest Shakti for helping me with all of this dumbness)
well anyway my kids father is saying that he doesnt have a myspace account... apperently I have "worlds biggest idiot" engraved in my forhead???
he forgot i know his e-mail address...duhhhhh!!!
so well i found out that yes in fact he has a myspace and he has had it since dec 14th 07.
so like i said i made a decoy... and it took less that 12 hours of making my decoy named rebekah... to catch him at the end of my hook....
so he has already asked rebekah to go to a car show with him and he has given her his real phone number...
he wants to hang out with her and i dont know how i am going to pull this shit off now!!!
I am so confused, I love him with all of my heart but i hate him in the same breath...
I have never been so down in my life... but everytime I see him I still get butterflies in my stomach...
I dont wanna live like this but I dont think I have the strength to carry on with out him...
I have never love so deeply in my life that I feel like i am dying when i think about what is going to transpire in the near future!!!
should I let him dig a deeper hole or should i confront him with the information that i have collected right now?
please if you have anything that might help me let me know
Your Suffering Friend Kay-c
i have been seeing my kids dad for 12 years now and i know he is a dog.... so...
I have made a secret identity on myspace... I made a whole new yahoo address and everything so it couldnt be traced back to me...(thank you my dearest Shakti for helping me with all of this dumbness)
well anyway my kids father is saying that he doesnt have a myspace account... apperently I have "worlds biggest idiot" engraved in my forhead???
he forgot i know his e-mail address...duhhhhh!!!
so well i found out that yes in fact he has a myspace and he has had it since dec 14th 07.
so like i said i made a decoy... and it took less that 12 hours of making my decoy named rebekah... to catch him at the end of my hook....
so he has already asked rebekah to go to a car show with him and he has given her his real phone number...
he wants to hang out with her and i dont know how i am going to pull this shit off now!!!
I am so confused, I love him with all of my heart but i hate him in the same breath...
I have never been so down in my life... but everytime I see him I still get butterflies in my stomach...
I dont wanna live like this but I dont think I have the strength to carry on with out him...
I have never love so deeply in my life that I feel like i am dying when i think about what is going to transpire in the near future!!!
should I let him dig a deeper hole or should i confront him with the information that i have collected right now?
please if you have anything that might help me let me know
Your Suffering Friend Kay-c