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[OPENING CREDITS]: Passenger Seat - SheDaisy
[WAKING UP]: - Whatever you wanna do - J.Lo(bleck)
[FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL]: Leave me for dead - Nickelback (haha!)
[FALLING IN LOVE]: Dancing with Angels - Shedaisy (how cute?)
[FIGHT SONG]: Scar Tissue - Red hot chili peppers
[BREAKING UP]: I'm good at being bad - TLC
[PROM]: It's been awhile - Staind
[LIFE]: There goes the neighborhood - Sheryl Crow
[MENTAL BREAKDOWN]: It matters to me - Faith Hill (kind of suiting oddly enough)
[DRIVING]: Here I Am - Backstreet Boys (yes, i still like them)
[FLASHBACK]: Dust in the wind - Kansas (yes, yes indeed)
[WEDDING]: All i wanna do is make love to you - Heart (um...it'd be better for the next one)
[BIRTH OF CHILD]: Show off the body - off of the Step Up soundtrack ( i dont know for sure what the name is)
[FINAL BATTLE]: In the end - Linkin Park
[DEATH SCENE]: Promiscuous Girl - Nelly Furtado
[FUNERAL SONG]: My wish - Rascall Flatts
[END CREDITS]: Pat Benatar- Promises in the Dark
So I'm not good at updating. surprised? im not.
I have to agree with Tia. 2007, go fuck yourself already. And for saying that, im going to get stomped by it. I don't know why, but i have this feeling that something really really shitty is going to happen. worse then what already has. Well, i quit my job at the bank and got a job as a Casino runner at Lucky Lil's. WAY better then the bank. the works pretty easy, the tips are good, and its a relaxing environment to work in. i love most of the people i work with already! Becca and I also moved out and got our apartment finally! its sooo exciting! kind of boring sometimes. but its really really nice living in town. just being able to get up and go or stop by the apartment for something i need. instead of having to plan a trip and hoping to god that i have everything i need because im not making several trips to the house.
josh has also been a very sad boy lately and i do worry about him tremendously...i just wish with all my heart things could go right for him once. nothing ever seems too...poor boy...good thing he has Ken and Irene to back him up and keep him company. and of course he has me, but i cant always be there.
but, by far, the worst thing thats happend in this short year already was the loss of our beloved dog, Ozzie. He passed away 1-25-07. I was heading back from bozeman after and impromptu trip to see tia. Mom called and asked me to stop by the house to check and see how Ozzie was doing and what my opinion was. Well, i got to the house and the first warning sign was Ozzie didnt come outside, didnt even stick his furry face out the dog door to listen for me, cause he's blind, he couldnt really look for me. I went inside and he was laying on his spot on the couch, well, he was staring at me, i tried to give him a dog treat and all he would do was suck on it for the most part, and when i tried to get him up to walk around he stumbled quite a bit.after he got back on the couch i sat with him and cuddled him for a while, i knew deep down it would be the last time i saw him. I told him that i loved him and kissed him on the nose and gave him a hug and finally left the house crying. But being the selfish person i am, i left clancy and went back to town cause i had plans that night. Joe and i went to see Night at the Museum which i actually found to be pretty funny. Owen wilson i think is his name, and robin williams were definatly my favorites. I felt my phone buzzing in my pocket and saw that it was mom calling and i figured she could leave a messege. but she didnt and she called me back about two seconds later. I sent her a txt messege telling her i was in a movie and i couldnt answer, what's wrong. All she sent was Ozzie. and i made a mad dash out of the theatre into the bathroom and callled her and all she said was "He's gone.." and started bawling on the phone. I started sobbing in the bathroom and kicking the wall cause i was mad that she took him in by herself...She took him in cause he wouldnt do anything at all. and the vet went to draw blood and said they had a really hard time finding any blood at all...so he was bleeding internally somewhere and they thing that it was his stomach. Mom asked them to put him to sleep, cremate him and keep the ashes. She felt his last heartbeat and had a picture in her head of when he wasnt blind and running around chasing leaves or snow, kind of like he'd be waiting for us, or a "Bye mom!" sort of thing. God i cried SOOO hard...after i got off the phone i went back into the movie, sat down, pulled my hat down and continued to watch the show. the proceeded to cry afterward once joe asked what was wrong. Ozzie, we love and miss you Bubba, rest in peace baby boy.
But otherwise things have just been pretty blah, old, fat, insane men think im the woman for them apparently. I'm planning my birthday party for this weekend and I'm also going to nickelback this weekend so that should be really exciting :) cant wait!
[WAKING UP]: - Whatever you wanna do - J.Lo(bleck)
[FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL]: Leave me for dead - Nickelback (haha!)
[FALLING IN LOVE]: Dancing with Angels - Shedaisy (how cute?)
[FIGHT SONG]: Scar Tissue - Red hot chili peppers
[BREAKING UP]: I'm good at being bad - TLC
[PROM]: It's been awhile - Staind
[LIFE]: There goes the neighborhood - Sheryl Crow
[MENTAL BREAKDOWN]: It matters to me - Faith Hill (kind of suiting oddly enough)
[DRIVING]: Here I Am - Backstreet Boys (yes, i still like them)
[FLASHBACK]: Dust in the wind - Kansas (yes, yes indeed)
[WEDDING]: All i wanna do is make love to you - Heart (um...it'd be better for the next one)
[BIRTH OF CHILD]: Show off the body - off of the Step Up soundtrack ( i dont know for sure what the name is)
[FINAL BATTLE]: In the end - Linkin Park
[DEATH SCENE]: Promiscuous Girl - Nelly Furtado
[FUNERAL SONG]: My wish - Rascall Flatts
[END CREDITS]: Pat Benatar- Promises in the Dark
So I'm not good at updating. surprised? im not.
I have to agree with Tia. 2007, go fuck yourself already. And for saying that, im going to get stomped by it. I don't know why, but i have this feeling that something really really shitty is going to happen. worse then what already has. Well, i quit my job at the bank and got a job as a Casino runner at Lucky Lil's. WAY better then the bank. the works pretty easy, the tips are good, and its a relaxing environment to work in. i love most of the people i work with already! Becca and I also moved out and got our apartment finally! its sooo exciting! kind of boring sometimes. but its really really nice living in town. just being able to get up and go or stop by the apartment for something i need. instead of having to plan a trip and hoping to god that i have everything i need because im not making several trips to the house.
josh has also been a very sad boy lately and i do worry about him tremendously...i just wish with all my heart things could go right for him once. nothing ever seems too...poor boy...good thing he has Ken and Irene to back him up and keep him company. and of course he has me, but i cant always be there.
but, by far, the worst thing thats happend in this short year already was the loss of our beloved dog, Ozzie. He passed away 1-25-07. I was heading back from bozeman after and impromptu trip to see tia. Mom called and asked me to stop by the house to check and see how Ozzie was doing and what my opinion was. Well, i got to the house and the first warning sign was Ozzie didnt come outside, didnt even stick his furry face out the dog door to listen for me, cause he's blind, he couldnt really look for me. I went inside and he was laying on his spot on the couch, well, he was staring at me, i tried to give him a dog treat and all he would do was suck on it for the most part, and when i tried to get him up to walk around he stumbled quite a bit.after he got back on the couch i sat with him and cuddled him for a while, i knew deep down it would be the last time i saw him. I told him that i loved him and kissed him on the nose and gave him a hug and finally left the house crying. But being the selfish person i am, i left clancy and went back to town cause i had plans that night. Joe and i went to see Night at the Museum which i actually found to be pretty funny. Owen wilson i think is his name, and robin williams were definatly my favorites. I felt my phone buzzing in my pocket and saw that it was mom calling and i figured she could leave a messege. but she didnt and she called me back about two seconds later. I sent her a txt messege telling her i was in a movie and i couldnt answer, what's wrong. All she sent was Ozzie. and i made a mad dash out of the theatre into the bathroom and callled her and all she said was "He's gone.." and started bawling on the phone. I started sobbing in the bathroom and kicking the wall cause i was mad that she took him in by herself...She took him in cause he wouldnt do anything at all. and the vet went to draw blood and said they had a really hard time finding any blood at all...so he was bleeding internally somewhere and they thing that it was his stomach. Mom asked them to put him to sleep, cremate him and keep the ashes. She felt his last heartbeat and had a picture in her head of when he wasnt blind and running around chasing leaves or snow, kind of like he'd be waiting for us, or a "Bye mom!" sort of thing. God i cried SOOO hard...after i got off the phone i went back into the movie, sat down, pulled my hat down and continued to watch the show. the proceeded to cry afterward once joe asked what was wrong. Ozzie, we love and miss you Bubba, rest in peace baby boy.
But otherwise things have just been pretty blah, old, fat, insane men think im the woman for them apparently. I'm planning my birthday party for this weekend and I'm also going to nickelback this weekend so that should be really exciting :) cant wait!