Emma's a loser
ok, so i hardly ever update this thing anymore...the only reason i think i keep it is too keep tabs on everybody. cause its not like i actually have anything interesting to report or something...im lame like that.
i've been worried about tia a lot lately...shes always so sick...course, i just freak when people get really sick, cause of my sister, and thats how my grandma died.
angie went to japan! im so excited for her! she should have a great time, course, it'll be one hell of a culture shock but oh well. it should be fun for the most part anyway
i go to mexico next friday with lela and her mom as well as her grandma. im so excited!! taking two weeks off of work would be great! im so sick of my jobs sometimes. i act like a surpervisor with bottom of the pile pay.
jeremy and i are going to go to missoula...i want ot move sooo bad it hurts! im ready for it i think...not financially of course. i wasnt ready mentally for billings, but im ready for this. and i'll have my own place! woohoo! though i highly doubt that anyone will ever come and visit me...but thats ok, time to meet new people i think...but of course i still love all of my old friends and i'll see them when i come home.
TIA! i think of us every damn time i see this movie..the Road to El Dorado...sometimes i really really miss living with you..
"its tough to be a god"
i miss all of my friends actually. the only person i ever hang out with really is jeremy. i havent even made myself go see becky and her beautiful little girl...
its kind of freaky...how isolated i've made myself. course i think that type of thing happens when you graduate and you move on to working 40+ hours a week or so. duh.
sometimes i reget not staying in school..but i think its for the best right now if i dont. my family and i are barely scraping by as it is. and when i move out its going ot be even harder. (i just cant stand living at home anymore) i love my family dearly...but i need my damned space! and missoula has so much more to do. hopefully i wont be wondering what to do with myself every freaking friday or something.
this guy named bart i met is really cool..it'd be awesome if he liked me. but i highly highly doubt it. guys seems to be freaked out by me. especially when they meet me through my family. joe thinks my familys out to kill him or something. and i've had to tell a bunch of my friends to fucking let it go. if im not going to make a big deal out of it. no one else should either. but he's also been really weird lately...i cant put my finger on it...i just need to leave i guess.
"stars! cant do it!....not today"
i got to hang out with ben, tia and alicia yesterday. it was really nice :D like olden days. now i just need to hang out with becca. cause i miss her too....and nancy! love you people!
hmn....
i think i might just get off of my grandpas computer now since im being such a bum...
someone talk to me!
i've been worried about tia a lot lately...shes always so sick...course, i just freak when people get really sick, cause of my sister, and thats how my grandma died.
angie went to japan! im so excited for her! she should have a great time, course, it'll be one hell of a culture shock but oh well. it should be fun for the most part anyway
i go to mexico next friday with lela and her mom as well as her grandma. im so excited!! taking two weeks off of work would be great! im so sick of my jobs sometimes. i act like a surpervisor with bottom of the pile pay.
jeremy and i are going to go to missoula...i want ot move sooo bad it hurts! im ready for it i think...not financially of course. i wasnt ready mentally for billings, but im ready for this. and i'll have my own place! woohoo! though i highly doubt that anyone will ever come and visit me...but thats ok, time to meet new people i think...but of course i still love all of my old friends and i'll see them when i come home.
TIA! i think of us every damn time i see this movie..the Road to El Dorado...sometimes i really really miss living with you..
"its tough to be a god"
i miss all of my friends actually. the only person i ever hang out with really is jeremy. i havent even made myself go see becky and her beautiful little girl...
its kind of freaky...how isolated i've made myself. course i think that type of thing happens when you graduate and you move on to working 40+ hours a week or so. duh.
sometimes i reget not staying in school..but i think its for the best right now if i dont. my family and i are barely scraping by as it is. and when i move out its going ot be even harder. (i just cant stand living at home anymore) i love my family dearly...but i need my damned space! and missoula has so much more to do. hopefully i wont be wondering what to do with myself every freaking friday or something.
this guy named bart i met is really cool..it'd be awesome if he liked me. but i highly highly doubt it. guys seems to be freaked out by me. especially when they meet me through my family. joe thinks my familys out to kill him or something. and i've had to tell a bunch of my friends to fucking let it go. if im not going to make a big deal out of it. no one else should either. but he's also been really weird lately...i cant put my finger on it...i just need to leave i guess.
"stars! cant do it!....not today"
i got to hang out with ben, tia and alicia yesterday. it was really nice :D like olden days. now i just need to hang out with becca. cause i miss her too....and nancy! love you people!
hmn....
i think i might just get off of my grandpas computer now since im being such a bum...
someone talk to me!