Stupid Boy....

[weepingsilently]

I feel like crap...Life is beginning to piss me off. lol. I don't know, John is...too young...I figured that out today at the movies...toooo young. The guy I like at work is a jerk...figured that out today too. Stressful day. Very very stressful. I found the perfect song for Chris, though. It's called "Stupid Girl" by Cold, but you have to change all the she's and girls and stuff to boys...Hints the subject tonight... I miss Reese...I was close to calling him tonight. It's woerd, when I am sad. I think about him. I think about calling him, about him holding me. I miss him so much. I wiah I could tell him how I feel. Grr I wish I had my best friend there for me! I haven't talked to her in weeks and my other "best friend" competely pissed me off...Paul is helping a lot though. (thanks Paul) You guys probably don't really care, but I need to get this out and this is the way I am doing it. You don't have to read...I'm just gettin' it out. Golly I miss Reese. I don't even know why. He wasn't very good to me, like with what he did. But I miss the kid. My mom and dad liked him, they even said I loved him...But I don't know...I miss him...and Chris...Aww Why does this always happen to me? All the guys I REALLY REALLY like don't like me...I'm just a "good friend" nothing more. Ever. Why do they make me fall for them and then tell me...grr...nevermind, I'm not going to get into this b/c I won''t stop if I do. Night Ya'll...

"Stupid Girl"

Wanna love ya
Wanna bug ya
Wanna squeeze ya
Stupid girl

Wanna touch ya,
Wanna take ya,
Wanna shut ya,
Stupid girl.

I can't take this,
Born to break this.

She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
Stupid girl, Stupid girl

I'm a loner,
I'm a loser,
I'm a winner,
In my mind.

I'm a bad one,
I'm a good one,
I'm a sick one,
With a smile.

I can't take this,
Born to break this.

She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
Stupid girl, Stupid girl

[acoustic break]
Stupid girl, Stupid girl

(whoa)

She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
She's going away,
(She's going away)
What's wrong with my life today?
Stupid girl, Stupid girl

[repeat chorus til end.]