this may seem ackward
i miss you as my friend adrianne. these last few months having been avoiding you have been worse than when you left me almost 3 years ago. You use to be and hopefully one day will be one of my best friends again. i have so many things to share with you and talk to you about that i'm afraid that i will never be able to talk to you about since i'm what you could say retarded in my dealings with my immediate feelings. i can say i love you as a friend and nothing more and i hope that you know this is true and that if we become friends again that it will mean nothing more than just friends. i'm finally capable of the thing you wanted the most when we started talking last. i hope this is not to late. i know that i said some hurtful things before but that was only because i was hurt and didn't know what i was doing. i'm lost without you as my friend and without your guidance. i miss you. please except my apology.