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I don't think my allergies have ever been this bad before. I'm tempted to think that I'm actually sick, judging by the strange motion induced headache. Ugh, I'm still working though, 8 hours a day five or more likely six, days a week. I need money. I need a car. I need to move on with my life. Ugh. I should be in school now, no? Well, when the school year started, I was carless. I still am, but I could buy a car, though a cheap one. I'm thinking I'm going to save as long as possible, buy one maybe in a few monthes that will run better rather than buying a car just so I can have one. I have to be careful, I suppose. I know I'm going to be paying my way through college for the most part, so I have to save as much money as possible. Gods, I have no idea what I'm doing at all. I'm such an anxious person, naturally, that I am going to give myself a heart attack thinking about registering for classes. If I have to go and talk to someone I don't know what I will do. I'm so lost in all of this and it seems so easy for some people. Do I just make things complicated for myself? I have no clue. I'm dying. I'm going to read.