Jan 02, 2006 13:41
i'm so lonely and bored lately.
i've got some errands to do. i think i'm going to goodwill later. anyone want to join?
i might be getting a new phone today because mine has been royally broken for almost 2 months and i'm sick of it.
i've got no plans tonight. i had plans. or i was supposed to. i guess they fell through? i don't know. if you want to do something, PLEASE call me. i'm desperate.
i didn't really make a resolution... more of a i want to do this. i want to listen to all of my cds/records/tapes/etc. i feel guilty having all this great music and abandoning a good number of it.
i also want to really start living the way i want to. i'm sick of just being this big shapeless ball of clay with no purpose or direction. i want to have something. do something. accomplish things and be happy. really happy. i want to read every book, listen to every song, talk to every person, go to every store, watch every movie, experience every city, live this life the right way. my way. finally.
this year should be good, i think. finishing high school, ireland/europe, college, meeting new people, leaving other people, traveling, just being able to be young and be free and have all these opportunities. it's amazing. i'm really starting to appreciate what i have. i hope i like this year. i hope it turns out better than last year. not that last year was bad, just that i want every year to be better than the last.
life really can be good.