Dec 13, 2007 23:37
So I'm finally trying to write in this thing again.
I'm back home, and I'm going to Peru on Sunday for three weeks. For those of you still in Austin, sorry I didn't spend one last night with you or anything. I wanted to, but I ended up being lame and holing up in my room until it was suddenly time to pack. I will be sending you messages while I'm gone though, because I do still care. Omar, Brandon: when I get back we will absolutely spend our first weekend either going to Halcyon or breaking out liquor. I will have nothing to stress out about then, and I still need it. Sorry for using you guys as sounding boards or punching bags for the past month and a half over my pathetic version of self-destruction. It is now behind me and won't be happening again anytime soon. I refuse to be that self-indulgent again. If I ever decide to get self-destructive again, I promise to make it more spectacular, dramatic and fun to watch. It'll be like a Lifetime movie in real life! With better writing! (Only that won't really happen because I've just promised myself it won't.) But thanks to both of you for being so helpful and reassuring. And tactful. I will call you both tomorrow, because I have an update on it all. I had a conversation with my mother. It went surprisingly well.
Marlene: Sorry I've spent so much time in my room instead of watching musicals and eating takeout with you. Of course, I'm assuming you wanted to do that anyway. I've been a neglectful roommate. Anyway, if I left the fridge open when I left, sorry, I really thought I had closed that. I was trying to throw out all of my stuff that'll spoil. I left the eggs there for you to use though, I don't know when you're leaving, but in case you want to make more cookies or scrambled eggs or something... Also, Jordan and Tania had a few of those cookies with fillings that you made. I hope you don't mind, Jordan was a little low on sugar (diabetic). Just to let you know, Tania was raving about how delicious those things were. Also, I did throw away one tupper because it was stuck with food that was going to spoil soon. Tania and I couldn't open it, so I'll give you a few dollars when I get back. I will also try to either replace that charger or get you the money for it. I also feel like I owe you money for something else... do I? I don't remember... Send me a comment, was it for the pizza? I want to stay one of your less annoying roommates.
Okay, so the semester is pretty much over for me. I don't want to think about it. I want to put it behind me, move on, start over, and never let it happen again. I've done well in school until this semester, and I intend to go back to being that Sofi. Even if I've totally skewered my GPA.
I go to Lima, Peru on Sunday. My family's putting off Christmas until we come back, which is in three weeks. I'm relieved to be home. It's comforting to talk to my mom and my sister again.
I hope I still graduate in 2008. I still want to get the hell out of school.
mom,
class,
peru,
omar,
family,
brandon,
marlene,
school,
tania