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my god i feel like shit today... i hate to be one of those people who only post when theyre down but it has to be done. im not actually sure why im feeling so crappy today, i just know ive been crying on and off sincre my brother got back... hmmmm... i think its just a bad day, a mixture of things building up over the week:
1. i hate my job but have been working there all week, leaving me drained from working and depressed and the people im living with, being in bexleyheath.
2. my boyfriend is being a complete arsehole im sick of doing all the work...
3. my brother is a complete tosser to anyone and everyone and yet gets so much preferential treatment from my parents its unreal...
4. my self esteem is at a low (although i suspect this is just because im so tired and im being silly... and my hair was well frizzy last night...)
anywho, moving on, cookes party was pretty good last night, i love being that kind of drunk, and i only told someone i love them once and it was claire so i put it down to not seeing her is so long... but im now very dirty and sticky, not good...
i think i am going to have a party, theres just too many people i havnt seen in so long (chapman! turned into a just the loveliest person since i last saw him... and pretty fanciable...) but i need help preparing before i finalise anything...
sigh, see i feel better already, its good to vent.
1. i hate my job but have been working there all week, leaving me drained from working and depressed and the people im living with, being in bexleyheath.
2. my boyfriend is being a complete arsehole im sick of doing all the work...
3. my brother is a complete tosser to anyone and everyone and yet gets so much preferential treatment from my parents its unreal...
4. my self esteem is at a low (although i suspect this is just because im so tired and im being silly... and my hair was well frizzy last night...)
anywho, moving on, cookes party was pretty good last night, i love being that kind of drunk, and i only told someone i love them once and it was claire so i put it down to not seeing her is so long... but im now very dirty and sticky, not good...
i think i am going to have a party, theres just too many people i havnt seen in so long (chapman! turned into a just the loveliest person since i last saw him... and pretty fanciable...) but i need help preparing before i finalise anything...
sigh, see i feel better already, its good to vent.