Oct 10, 2006 00:00
ive been hanging a lot with pati lately. studying and talking about random things.
last night we studied in her living room at beaty towers til 3am. that was tiring and fun in a way. i think she and i have the same point of view on alot of main issues in life. like religion, money, education and family. one thing that struck me was when she said that she believes in people's full potential. which really made me ponder. its so easy for people to get discouraged and overwhelmed. but sometimes, people just need a little encouragement and inspiration to remind them of thier goals and not to sell themselves short of their dreams.
so this morning was pretty chilly, i knew this since yesterday because pati's roomate, tiffany, checks the weather each night before she goes to bed. and i was told it was gonna be cold. so i picked something longsleeve to wear this morning, the first longsleeve item this semester too. may this be a morning ritual because i love cold weather. not freezing cold. just enough to make me think of christmas and cozying up with hotchocolate or someone special by the fireplace.
and truth be told, i still think about him a lot. i miss him actually. i wish i had the courage to call him up so we could talk and i can tell him everything and how i feel. but as the days get shorter and the wind blows colder, i'm gonna miss him terribly. and i wish it wasn't so.