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ick. so i'm totally changing the things in my life that bring me down. im squashing all drama that i had in my life. so if you bring the theatre. i'll just throw tomatoes. cause i'm totally done with that shit. i'm tired of hating kids i barely know. i'm totally infatuated with love. it's the most excaping little shittard i've even met. and to know
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first off. your going at me. like a child. so i reacted in the only way it would get in your head. like a child.
secondly. no one cares enough about you to do anything for you. expecially kill someone. much less hurt anyone else.
thirdly. i've never taken advantage of brittany EVER.. .thats your job. your the one who doesnt care about her and uses her.
forth. hmm. as i recall i've never said anything mean/personal/out of line to you until you've said something first. oooh wow. im scummy? shit look at yourself.
fifth. if your such a good friend of brittany's. why when she told you to leave it be. you continue. oh man. great friend. i mean listening and respecting your friends. thats pretty much a number one priority for a friendship.
sixth. i dont care about you, your brother, you father, your mother. you say something negative to me. i will say ANYTHING to reflect on you negative. im heartless when it comes to slutty little girls. LIKE YOURSELF.
seventh. i'm totally sure brittany would love to know your telling the world about her exploits. as i DO know her. for about 10 times as long as you. and have seen her in her worst and best. YOU KNOW LIKE 2 SECONDS of her life. obviously you know nothing about her.
eighth. nothing you could ever say. could really effect me. at all. your words are meaningless. i've read your "thoughts" on this website and realized that nothing you have to say means shit. you change every 30 min. and never stick with anything....
ninth. I'm far far far from sheltered. just because i'm not a fucking drug addict and a loser. doesn't mean i haven't experienced anything. i've seen alot more than you. done alot more than you will ever hope to. and lived far much more than you. (what you think being homeless is so cool and so special. i was on tour for 3 months and lived in a fucking van. i slept on a fucking park bench in the bronx for 3 days straight because i just flew to nyc knowing nobody and lived off what i could) wow your so fucking special.
tenth. if you want to fight me. thats fine. i'll fight you. i dont care. never have. if your dad wants to fight me. thats fine. i'll fight him. if your brother wants to fight me. thats fine. i'll fight him. im old i'm jaded. and i don't believe in not smacking some snotty mouthed little whore in the mouth
eleventh.(i dont know if you can counth this high) - you've obviously known nothing of the relationship between brittany and i. or you wouldnt be talking like i am some scum bag shit fuck to her. because you have no clue. you saw me after the horrible things that happened in our relationship. NOT by me mind you. thus my apprihensions on her hangingout with boys. and getting angry. if you knew this (or were a good friend) you would have told her so. *but anything brittany says to you. you agree with. because you don't care about her. a real friend will call someone they care about on thier bullshit. not stand by and watch them do it*
twelvth. you loved me when you first met me. you were so excited to hangout with me. or have you lost that part of your brain too.
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forthteen. if im so recycled and pathetic why are you wasting your time on me. maybe you realize there is nothing special about you nicole. you have no motivation. you have zero life. you have ZERO future. the best you can look forward to is being a watress hating your life. and i feel sorry for you. all you do is complain and complain and complain but do nothing about it.
fifteenth. christian don't take communion. catholics do. and you have told me on numerous times you believe in jc. thus making you a christian. good job being educated enough to believe in something you know nothing about. again the reason your a fucking idiot.
sixteenth. i have never once called myself intelligent. i have never blown smoke up my own ass. i have people who care about. REALLY CARE ABOUT ME. when the drugs are gone nicole who will you have left? NO ONE. my friends my loves my family the people i meet. they tell me i have something. that i am intelligent. brittany called me a genious for the entire time i knew her. but i never once believed any of it. but i guess when compared to you. i AM
seventeenth. brittany has told me and continues to tell me as soon as today that i am too good. that she has messed up and wished she could take it back and that she was a bad person at those times. and i forgave her. because i care about her as a person. she also continuously tells me she is sorry and that she wishs she could take it all back. and the reason it won't work between us is because she has done those things and is too guilty.
damn now that i'm done with that. doesn't it feel good to know you have absolutly no idea what your talking about. i mean come on. did you really think you could think of something that would mean anything to anyone. no nicole. your much much much too fallible for that. you have no idea and you love trying to pick fights. you are down in the world so you try to bring others down with you. your entire existance has been a joke and you know that. your negativity towards everything is pitiful.
DO SOMETHING WITH YOUR LIFE. it's not too late. pick up the pieces and reject your genetic predespoition to do drugs and drink. become a member of society and do something for the world. stop being selfish and realize that you can make a difference for the better of the world. you act only for yourself. and in this your destroying the basic concept of HUMANITY. reject being a self rightious forlorn insect corrupting the common good of man-kind.
have a nice life nicole. you can reply if you want. if none of this makes any difference to you. then there is nothing i can do to change you. and you'll have to grow up on your own. but leave me out of the process please. you have alot of growing up to do. no matter how much you think you have already. i'd rather not be involved in it.
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