Jan 07, 2005 03:31
oh man today was crazy. vietnamiese. feelings. chipotle. drive drive. batterys. park ave. mosh mosh. human pyramids. jack and me doing the canoe and everyone thinking we are the best people ever. telling girls i am the fucking man, and it's ok that they wanna fuck me, i'm just too good for them. haha. laughing at crying girls. eating vegan hotdogs. 3 am calls? wtf. screaming SMOKE WEED at straight edge bands. being stinky and not caring. making mandy think jack got arrested and she started crying. haha... oops. seeing charlie and him getting hit on by sceezebag whores. yes justin i love you too. assfuck. i'm totally gonna tell his probation officer my name is "shooter mcgavin"
tonight made me realize i am so glad im back in orlando. i love it. i love my life. im so fucking happy. i haven't felt this in fucking forever. and it's the best feeling ever. i feel like i have real true friends again. AUSTIN i love you. Daniel i love you. TIM i love you. Jessica i love you. Brittany i love you.?.?!!?@#@!!?... Jack i love you forever. dommer i know you won't read this but i love you. Steve also i love you. ashley i love you too cheer up sucka...
i feel like everything is all started over. like everything can fall into where it needs to go. no matter what. fuck this is so awesome. i can't even fucking imagine how i felt sad. who knows if it will last. but i know im not sleeping and not doing anything to fuck up the way i feel. it's so badass. to know people still care about me.
i know none of you will read this long ass shit. but i don't care. i love you. whoever reads this.
fuck what you heard. i'm back