last time i was happy

[weedgirl]

when your finished using me
when i have been passed around
when there is nothing left
when i'm laying on the cold ground
when i'm leaking your worthless love
and your ever empty affection

i close my eyes and dream of love
dream of warmth
i pretend i'm alive
pretend i'm not dying
pretend i'm not crying

when i was 10 people would fight over who got me
made promises that they kept
people wanted me around
and never let me down