Jul 19, 2004 01:38
i wish i could be born again, yet know then what i know now. how can we ever attain even an inch of the naive happiness of children on such grown-up rulers, anyway?
i want to catch a grasshopper for the first time again, tomorrow, and have it mean something, to a 26 year old.
i want to feel a time again, when everyone was always excited to just "play." when if you called up any of yoru neighbor kids and said "hey, wanna go play ____?" they would be all excited and drop everything and come right over, and you would have the best adventures, even if it was only until dinnertime. you still had them, and they were excited.
what happens to the excitement of living, as we get older? i'm trying desperately to hang onto it, but no one my age ever wants to fucking PLAY anymore.
seriously, you all suck...and depress the shit out of me on a daily basis...
seriously, why are computers, and solitaire such popular games, anyway? when there are SO many damn people around, alone, right in front of us???
it's hilarious, right?
consider it a dare, i guess.
for anyone who reads this and is in the syracuse area, to come play with me tomorrow...to spend time talking about things that keep us awake at night. to convince a stranger to do something they normally wouldn't do.....to use 5 minutes out of yoru life youd otherwise be spending watching commercials or smoking a cigarette or something pointless, and email me your thoughts on things like this.
puppiesforyuppies@yahoo.com
i dare you...