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I'll write it down, hide it, and forget it
So by the time i find it again I'll be over you
And I'll forget how I felt everytime you said my name
I won't need to see your smile to make me happy
I won't hear your voice all the time, even when I'm alone
My dreams and thoughts won't be centered around you
Your name will become another name, your face another face
The memories will no longer hurt me for I won't think about you at all
Your laughter won't be the only sound I hear
And pictures of you won't make me cry
I won't long to kiss you, to hold you, or to touch you
By the time I find it again, you'll be
added to the list of people who have passed me by
Your eyes won't haunt me anymore
I would have forgotten I broke my heart and not your's
The next person in my life won't be the "rebound" or ever compared to you
Maybe by the time I find it, I would have forgotten you
If not forgotten, you'll be a vague memory, someone I won't know at all
So I'll write "I love you", hide it and forget it
For it's the only way I won't need you
It's the only way I know to get over you
Someone is here with me.
Yet I feel so empty and alone.
I need to hear the sound of a voice,
my hand reaches for the phone.
I force myself to pull it away,
before I go too far.
I run and grab my keys instead.
The go for a cruise in the car.
An empty feeling that I can't deny.
and also cannot confess.
That the someone I want and who's not here,
is the one I can't seem to forget.
The years have gone on,
but the feelings remain.
Things between us so different
but my emotions the same.
They all told me, it gets better with time.
And for this I have waited so long.
But I am forced to remember daily,
of all the things that went wrong.
But I will also remember the happiness I've felt,
and cherish it I always will.
Do I tell you this, or do you already know,
when near you my heart's never still?
A love I long for everyday,
I look around hoping you'll be around
wishing you'll come my way
I always thought
you're someone with a handsome face
or with a gorgeous smile
I wonder why you don't give me a glance
I'm starting to think
you're not for me
but still I hope
you will come for me
even for a single moment
let me feel the warmth of your heart
even if it would be my last.
Well I know that it maybe too soon
to know just what you'd like
But I wana know what you've been thru,
what you want from life
Its so real the way I feel so true,
this feelings so hard to fight
Wana now how you feel for me too,
So you can become of mine
Baby you, leave me confused,
Dont know if I should l let you know
or wait it out,
Wish I knew
Just what to do
Im so confused
Well someone once told me that you'd end up lonely
Dont let love ever pass you by
Coz I've seen it happen to people
that mattered to me with my very own eyes
Maybe they were mistaken
And I should be waiting, for you to show me a sign
Or should I just let you know that if I let you go,
Id wonder the rest of my life
To be or not to be, that is the question
I dont know what to do Im in a state of confusion
All I want from you is your love and affection
Is this love real or just an illusion?
Your lips dance across my flesh
Your eyes meet with mine
Every breath you take
Whisper my name
Deep inside of me
I feel your love
You intrigue me
Capture me in your mind
You are perfect
Do not let me go
Hold my hand
I'll hold your heart
Truth burns inside me
Wrapped in your body
I lose control
This isn't a game
Safe in your arms
Please don't move
I'm so in love with you
And I'm not letting go