I feel like shit, but my face is still smiling.
I have just officially dropped my first class. For some reason, I feel like a failure now. I'm still a full time student and I was just taking that class for fun...and it was a tough class to take just for fun, but now it says "DROP" on my list of classes. It feels weird.
To make matters worse, I had to ask my parents for extra money this month in order for me to be able to pay bills. Reality check. I have a job, but it's an on-campus job and therefore I won't get paid until the 8th of February. And, all I'm doing is grading for a chem class, so I really don't know how much time I'll really be spending grading papers. I might have to get another job. I feel like shit. I love my guitar lessons, but my parents were almost telling me not to take them anymore, or to take them less often. I don't feel like I can do that, cuz then I'd be letting myself down.
Bottom line is, I HATE MONEY. It only makes you feel shitty when you don't have enough of it to be able to do the things you really want to do.
Consider this rant over.
To make matters worse, I had to ask my parents for extra money this month in order for me to be able to pay bills. Reality check. I have a job, but it's an on-campus job and therefore I won't get paid until the 8th of February. And, all I'm doing is grading for a chem class, so I really don't know how much time I'll really be spending grading papers. I might have to get another job. I feel like shit. I love my guitar lessons, but my parents were almost telling me not to take them anymore, or to take them less often. I don't feel like I can do that, cuz then I'd be letting myself down.
Bottom line is, I HATE MONEY. It only makes you feel shitty when you don't have enough of it to be able to do the things you really want to do.
Consider this rant over.