Nov 15, 2008 14:09
I've decided I need to put my guard up for a while and stop being so open and vulnerable, I let people in too quickly and then wonder why I feel like shit later on. I know it's just my personality and I've always been that way but yeah, need to toughen up a bit.
Life is still good but I feel like I'm being a bit dull recently, maybe just hitting that fun winter time but yeah a bit so so for no particular reason.
I've got a lot of busy weekends coming up and no where near enough money for them but it'll be great! It's so selfish of people to have birthdays close to Christmas haha I can't handle Christmas starting this early though, really can't.
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