what more can be said?
i'm sick of talking about it, but at the same time I still have these things running through my brain. It's like I've become so analytical of something that didn't happen. Shouldn't it be when something happens and it's over with that you become immersed in analyzing things?? Whatever. At this point, I really wish that I could just move on and be over and done with, but I guess I won't until I leave.Yeah, I'd like to kick the shit out of him right now, but I won't because he is such a good guy, and because he was honest....... ohh who am I kidding.. I should just tell him to fuck off. but what more can be said that will make me feel better? Nothing.
I am going home. I can't wait.. I need to get out of here NOW. I am not staying for halloween weekend..I think the IV "party" is stupid. I guess it will be fun, but I will not take part in it. PS.. I will be sleeping this whole weekend.. oh, and if anyone who reads this has a car and needs/ is going to the grocery store within the next few days.. can I go with ya? I am out of food! I'll buy ya something. Just not alcohol cause I don't know where my liscense is..
I am going home. I can't wait.. I need to get out of here NOW. I am not staying for halloween weekend..I think the IV "party" is stupid. I guess it will be fun, but I will not take part in it. PS.. I will be sleeping this whole weekend.. oh, and if anyone who reads this has a car and needs/ is going to the grocery store within the next few days.. can I go with ya? I am out of food! I'll buy ya something. Just not alcohol cause I don't know where my liscense is..