Sep 09, 2005 00:52
So next Saturday I have an appointment with my neuro-opthamalogist in Scottsdale.. This is the doctor that will pretty much determine whether or not I have to have spinal taps every 6 months or if I need to be put on medication to help regulate my fluid.I'm freaking out about it.
School is going alright. Im liking my classes so far, and it helps that my TA for my geography class is pretty handsome..Yeah, I said handsome. Im not into saying hot anymore. It reminds me of Paris Hilton--ICK.
Sleeping hasn't been going good for me. I can go to sleep but I cant seem to wake up. I fear this may become a potentially dangerous problem for me.
Also, I've given up on any sort of relationship withthe opposite gender. I have to focus on rebuilding myself first before I can think about anyone else. Sorry.. That's another thing I am going to stop doing- apologizing for something or anything that I do or say. It's done.
I do hope you read this Martha, I would like to send you a wedding card, and a letter. I can't find the one from before, so if you wouldn't mind, maybe email me your address or IM me with it?? Pam says hi too.
<>< Ness