Not a Chapter...

Aug 30, 2009 13:53

But still connected to On The Red Couch.( cut for length. )

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chloe1910 August 30 2009, 21:00:52 UTC
Totally agree with you.

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wedspawn August 30 2009, 21:04:15 UTC
♥♥♥♥♥ it wasn't an easy decision. and god knows... i fought writing it but then said in the end, i have to just write it. :::nod:::

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wedspawn August 30 2009, 21:25:57 UTC
♥♥♥♥ oh this was SOOOOO difficult.

i have problems with people using non-consensual sex as a means to say that someone is in love. i wanted to deal with the outcome and how someone is left inside. that was so important. and how it affects not only the victim but those around him or her. :::nods:::

i decided... obviously... in the end that i would deal with it and try to show it as delicately as i could without actually depicting it. but to show the emotions and the aftermath. :::nods:::

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snookies. i hope i was able to do that. at the very least.

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yamapilovergyal August 30 2009, 22:12:54 UTC
i really appreciate you saying this, i know myself that i hate reading about things like this the most, i try to avoid people who write this become the writers i came across kept putting voilent images in my head with absolutely no explaination or "lesson" learned from WTH i just read... hate writers like that.

but u are so different. this is like the first time im actually reading a story on YunJae and im glad your my first, for about the first year i knew them i wasn't intested in yaoi things like this with them and felt it was so wrong but now im started to see their real life love for each other through their strong feelings of friendship..

ok lost track a bit lol...

but yeah i really respect you for getting me to read this and actually feel some sort of emotion for them, even though this is fiction i've been thinking about the whole situation for the past few days truthfully.

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yamapilovergyal August 30 2009, 22:14:10 UTC
i think i meant "because" at the top but i wrote "become" lmao trying to type down my thoughts really fast is difficult =/

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wedspawn August 30 2009, 22:35:20 UTC
heh.. oh i get that way ALL the time ! ♥

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wedspawn August 30 2009, 22:34:54 UTC
♥♥♥♥♥

oh it's very difficult storyline to do and one that i wrestled with. i didn't want to depict the violence but rather show the results of it. and to have jaejoong be able to find his way out of it...with the help of people who love him. that was so important. ♥

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most of all, i felt it was important that i be certain people heard that if something happens to them, to please talk it over. :::hugs::: so so so vital. ♥

snookies. and thank you for reading.

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kittekat2 August 30 2009, 22:19:49 UTC
You are absolutely right. I dont like it when i read something like that. Most of the time when a Story is labelled with it, i dont read it. I have read yours because you can write about it with the mind on the victim. I really love this story because you showed hope for Jae. A way for all to live through this and to embrace their own strengh. Thankyou

mhh you remember German
sorry for the mistakes
probably one or two

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wedspawn August 30 2009, 22:38:11 UTC
♥♥♥♥♥ snookies and hugs. :::offers you cookies:::

it really was a hard choice but i wanted to show... the victim's depths of emotion and him rising out of it. and that there is hope in overcoming things. and to reach out. that was key.

smooches and snookies. ♥ i don't like reading them either since sometimes it's not about the person but just the act. that doesn't sit well with me. :::hugs:::

and you're fine. i admire people who do so well in english when i can barely use it most of the time. and it's my native language! :D

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i_amsherlocked August 31 2009, 00:20:15 UTC
I'm glad you posted this here!

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wedspawn August 31 2009, 00:48:14 UTC
♥♥♥♥ i knew i was going to post something... especially connect to the chapters in question. it was a difficult decision to do but my gut said... do it. it should be done. go.

but aish. so painful. ♥

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