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I feel really awkward and naked without all the support and strong friendships.. The shit that meant something ya know.
Like I have k-la and don't get me wrong k-la is amazing and I am so incredibly lucky to have her in my life but the support and the relationship I have with her is so different then what I had when I had multiple groups of close knit friends. I've gradually lost all of them. And yet it feels like suddenly they all deteriorated.
I don't know why all the sudden I'm feelin this and I know from here there's nothing I can do to change it.
Back to pen and paper.. Feels like starting from scratch..
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Like I have k-la and don't get me wrong k-la is amazing and I am so incredibly lucky to have her in my life but the support and the relationship I have with her is so different then what I had when I had multiple groups of close knit friends. I've gradually lost all of them. And yet it feels like suddenly they all deteriorated.
I don't know why all the sudden I'm feelin this and I know from here there's nothing I can do to change it.
Back to pen and paper.. Feels like starting from scratch..
Post from mobile portal m.livejournal.com