Oct 06, 2005 22:37
wow. lately life basically sucks. found out i'm probably going to wheeling central next year. which would be really cool..but at the same time it sucks. i hate brooke..but i love my friends there. thats not really anything though. i mean i'm happy and sad on that one..not sure what to think really right now. it seems like its just fake still. i don't even know for sure if i'm going. i guess there is a good chance though.
some things are just fucking dumb lately though. nothing i really want to get into. just everythings been hell. i'm sick of hearing "you can do better" and shit like that.
schools actually going better than i thought. i thought for sure i had all Cs (at the highest) and an A in gym..but i have all Bs..and they're pretty solid B's too. sooo i guess i don't have to worry too much about that.
i was really sick yesterday and the day before. i dind't go to schoool yesterday. i went tuesday but it was basically a worthless day. oh well whatev. i was pissed though cause i missed bachlava(sp?) i duno its some greek food that mrs. kohelis broght in. god i sware that lady loathes me and she thinks i'm a lesbian. and mrs. cuomo is fucking crazy. like everyday she's like if you want to leave you can go cause me and tammy bitch at her for everything cause she's so dumb and like we do these class response sheetas and she tells us that she wants our opinion, but the second we open our mouths to give an opinion she freaks out. its like "oh i want your opinion, but write this" so we don't evenreally have a say in what our suggestions to people are and what we think is good. which is the whole fucking point to the thing. and then whenyou ask her a question she won't answer it and also if she does feel like answering your question she cuts you off and trys to answer you before you even ask her and she says the wrong thing the other day i finally got her to shut up once cause i was in the middle of asking a question and i was just like "thats NOT what i asked you." in a real mean sounding voice and she just looked at me with her stupid fucking smile she makes all the time. gooodddddd i can't stand that lady. in algebra i sleep the whole time and still get mostly As..but i guess not all cause i only have a B..we only have like 4 grades in that class though..which is kind of dumb and makes it hard to get an A even if you only get one B..then gym is really easy. we're doing tennis right now. i loooove it. i want to play tennis like for school. i decided i was going to a while back..but now that we'redoing it in gym and i know that i actaully like it i'm going to try out. i mean i probably won't make it..but hey its worth a shot. and i just really want to wear the uniforms haha. oh well
yeah well i guess thats enough rambling for tonight. i feel a little better after venting all that shit plus i just vented a ton more shit to chrissy. kk well. yeah i'm suprised if you read all this..