my week, let me show you it
-I AM ONCE MORE ALLOWED ON THE COMPUTER OH HOW I LOVE LIFE (you see, previously I was just sneaking around, and now I can not be sneaky, it's so great). I feel that a congratulatory post is necessary, but I'm just schlumping it along with all this other crap. :)
-I THINK I AM HAVING SOME GROWING PAINS. I CAN'T DECIDE IF THIS IS AWESOME OR DISTRESSING.
-I'm writing a song, and it's fun to do even if the song suck suck suckkkks.
-SAT Prep still sucks ass. I'm taking this class because I won't study if I don't, but I hate it. The guy who teaches us is mildly entertaining, because he's an asshole. However, the fact that he's an asshole makes me less likely to take him seriously.
-I'm pretty happy that it's warmer now. On Monday I was all, "there is some Spring missing from my Step (if by "Step" I mean "weather" because FUCK BALLS IT IS NASTY COLD OUTSIDE)." I was about to go crazy! I'm so sick of long jeans and bundling up in foofy coats! However, it is all warm outside. It's like sixty out now. ALSO, yesterday I bought some dresses, and now I can actually wear them.
-I am pretty much over I'm-Ignoring-You-Now Boy.
-I kind of want a facebook. This is a dillemma because I don't want to take a picture of me. I actually hate camwhoring? and, like...I always feel ridiculous. also, facebooks are stupid. However, they seem like crazy fun because I can twitter all my crazy thoughts and get attention. :D because even if I won't camera-whore, I'll attention-whore. YES TO WHORES.
-In English class we compared The Matrix to Plato's allegory of the cave or whatever. This is why I love English.
-So, I babysat on Thursday. I'm not really a kid person, if I'm being totally honest. I was freaking the fuck out about it, too, because I don't really see anyone any younger than my brother, and he doesn't even count because he's my brother. I mean, I've babysat before, even for those same kids before, but I still get nervous over stupid shit. Also, I was tired, because every day that week had been late late late. Even with all of that, though, it was really fun. I think I did okay. But, like, I was freaking out for a while after because they started watching this movie that they had saved, or whatever, and they both had seen it before, but it was a little raunchier than I was comfortable with showing them. I mean, it was an Ashley Tisdale movie, but it had actual curse words and talk of sexual activities. I'm kind of worried that I'll get a call from their mom bitching at me about it.
and! Two fic recs! They are both MCR (actually, didn't I rec another MCR fic before?), which is kind of funny because I actually read more Panic fic, which is also funny because I'm not a fan of either of their music. OH HAY, SHALLOW SELF, HOW IS IT GOING. Ignoring my hypocrisy, though, you should read these, because they seriously rock. They're both AU, so you don't need to know the cast. It'd probably help, though.
The Good Life
by sinsense
Basically, this is about a guy who's kind of an asshole, but doesn't want to be, and gradually comes to terms with himself. You should read it because, like, everyone's a douche in this story, it's nasty as hell, but it STILL MOVES YOU. It's believable and fun to read and nasty, really nasty, but it's great, and hot in an awkward way. If you're not totally squicked by asshole characters, and awkward sex, read it.
I Have Been All Things Ungodly
by bexless
This is about a guy with stigmata, "loosely inspired" by the movie of the same name. It's fabulous. It's plotty and detailed and entertaining. If you like Supernatural, you'll definitely like this. It's also both hilarious and dramatic at times. Oh, and read everything else she's ever written, it's all rad.
-I THINK I AM HAVING SOME GROWING PAINS. I CAN'T DECIDE IF THIS IS AWESOME OR DISTRESSING.
-I'm writing a song, and it's fun to do even if the song suck suck suckkkks.
-SAT Prep still sucks ass. I'm taking this class because I won't study if I don't, but I hate it. The guy who teaches us is mildly entertaining, because he's an asshole. However, the fact that he's an asshole makes me less likely to take him seriously.
-I'm pretty happy that it's warmer now. On Monday I was all, "there is some Spring missing from my Step (if by "Step" I mean "weather" because FUCK BALLS IT IS NASTY COLD OUTSIDE)." I was about to go crazy! I'm so sick of long jeans and bundling up in foofy coats! However, it is all warm outside. It's like sixty out now. ALSO, yesterday I bought some dresses, and now I can actually wear them.
-I am pretty much over I'm-Ignoring-You-Now Boy.
-I kind of want a facebook. This is a dillemma because I don't want to take a picture of me. I actually hate camwhoring? and, like...I always feel ridiculous. also, facebooks are stupid. However, they seem like crazy fun because I can twitter all my crazy thoughts and get attention. :D because even if I won't camera-whore, I'll attention-whore. YES TO WHORES.
-In English class we compared The Matrix to Plato's allegory of the cave or whatever. This is why I love English.
-So, I babysat on Thursday. I'm not really a kid person, if I'm being totally honest. I was freaking the fuck out about it, too, because I don't really see anyone any younger than my brother, and he doesn't even count because he's my brother. I mean, I've babysat before, even for those same kids before, but I still get nervous over stupid shit. Also, I was tired, because every day that week had been late late late. Even with all of that, though, it was really fun. I think I did okay. But, like, I was freaking out for a while after because they started watching this movie that they had saved, or whatever, and they both had seen it before, but it was a little raunchier than I was comfortable with showing them. I mean, it was an Ashley Tisdale movie, but it had actual curse words and talk of sexual activities. I'm kind of worried that I'll get a call from their mom bitching at me about it.
and! Two fic recs! They are both MCR (actually, didn't I rec another MCR fic before?), which is kind of funny because I actually read more Panic fic, which is also funny because I'm not a fan of either of their music. OH HAY, SHALLOW SELF, HOW IS IT GOING. Ignoring my hypocrisy, though, you should read these, because they seriously rock. They're both AU, so you don't need to know the cast. It'd probably help, though.
The Good Life
by sinsense
Basically, this is about a guy who's kind of an asshole, but doesn't want to be, and gradually comes to terms with himself. You should read it because, like, everyone's a douche in this story, it's nasty as hell, but it STILL MOVES YOU. It's believable and fun to read and nasty, really nasty, but it's great, and hot in an awkward way. If you're not totally squicked by asshole characters, and awkward sex, read it.
I Have Been All Things Ungodly
by bexless
This is about a guy with stigmata, "loosely inspired" by the movie of the same name. It's fabulous. It's plotty and detailed and entertaining. If you like Supernatural, you'll definitely like this. It's also both hilarious and dramatic at times. Oh, and read everything else she's ever written, it's all rad.